User blog:Hurricane Layten/sigh

OK guys, i know you arent going tolike this, but i need explainations, so here goes. I hope you understand. Ive seen the chat logs from last night, andi understand that you were fustrated at the time, but that was a little too aggressive. As i repeatably said to admins, i was joking around with the admins on the wiki, and so a joke never actually becomes a nightmare, especially when if it did happen iwould have been globally blocked by VSTF.

Seriously, do you think i am really that stupid to endmy own days across wikia?

Another thing i noticed was the comment about me "doing something good for once" the morning after Doug was blockedby calling anadmin wiki. Again, this is not the case. I was a good bureaucrat (later admin) whilsti had rights, so its not me doing something good for once at all. As ive said repeatably, ive done stupid things that have cost me, but havent we all?

Mario, as for your comment about this wiki being perfect except for Doug, Cardozo and me, that was disrespectful. You all know ive had a hard time over the last year or so,so i can and have taken offense at that asa result.Its not my fault ive gone through crap and its come out on here. In fact, everyone around me has had to put up with this, so you arent the only ones.

Again, with the comments over me asking to be unblocked. I asked admin after admin to get hold of hype so i could sort this out, and got harsh responses, which im sorry but againwas disrespectful. As for the "discord drama", this is the same thing - me trying to explain myself and been cut up instead.

Finally,ishould point out whyi was unblocked in the first place, and why the rights issues have been taking place. Hype knows some of the abuse ive been through, and i explained that having rights makes me feel useful for once and provides a distraction to bad memories. i know you will all probably scoff at this, but itsthe truth,what else can i say?

Now, enough of this from me. I intend to try to stay out of trouble, but this isnt helping most likely i know,but ithad to be done. I hopefully wont get blocked again for doing this, but once i saw the chat log, i felt thisneeded to be done. Apologies for any offense or acts of aggression from this post.